burbleishness

Harassment

2009-01-08T07:34:58Z

So my night has offically been ruined.
I got a random IM from someone i dont know.

They started going on about some pretty sick sexual things.
They were beyond rude and it pissed me off.
So i blocked them.

But it still stuck in my mind some of the things that were said.
My buddy Davy messaged them and told them off.

Im not too worried about it.

But it just makes me think about why someone would do something like that.
Why are people so mean.
They starve for attention and its not the way to go.

Its pure stupidity.
And i believe in karma.
So goodluck with that whoever it was.

Everyday people complain about the wrongs others make but in reality they are encouraging it.

They laugh.They join in.
Its harassment.
Its teasing and in some cases abuse.
They torture someone and when they find their weak points they push even further.

Its messed up and needs to be stopped.

Ohhhh My!

2009-01-08T06:36:31Z

so not much has happened today.
This entry is going to be short and very very simple.

I could not remember my LJ password to save my life today so I had to change it.
Went to log on again about 30 minutes ago and forgot the new one.
So i kept trying to log on and hopefully figure it out.
Lj banned me because i exceeded login rates or something like that!

How lame right!
So my buddy Josh was like its making sure you arent a hacker or a computer.
My response was a fact.
"BUT IT IS ME!!!!!IM THE HACKER!ME!ME!ME!"

Somehow I finally got it to let me log on.

THE END!

Boring day right?
=]

Ohhhh and I almost forgot...I was on this bands page and this is a fan sign devoted to them and I fell in love with it!

Todays Events :)

2009-01-07T02:59:38Z

So my gorgeous boyfriend came over today :)
We went down by the river to take pictures.
It was beyond adorable and romantic.

When we came back he had to leave back for jacksonville =[

Dinner was uberly yummy and now im back to being uberly bored lol.

:D

Writer's Block: Top 10

2009-01-05T23:48:02Z

It's the time of year for "10 Best" lists. What's on your personal 10 Best—events, movies, music, anything—list for 2008?

1)~~Graduation @ UNF~~
2)~~Grad Nite April 26th~~
3)~~11-15 Gregory Scott Bradley <3~~
4)~~The rocky horror picture show @ Jax theatre~~
5)~~Tegan and Sara-Best music~~
6)~~Working at Burger King with my buddies Ashley,Jesse,Travis,& Jackie~~
7)~~1st college class =] Made a B+~~
8)~~New years eve~~
9)~~That night.~~
10)~~Twilight obsession~~

Ehhhh im so uberly bored.
Waiting for greg to get off work.
He might come up tomorrow :D :D :D :D :D

Writer's Block: Starting Out Fresh

2009-01-05T22:56:11Z

Many people believe that what you do on New Year's Day sets the tone for your entire year. How did you spend the first day of 2009? Do you think it will influence the rest of the year?

How i spent the first day of 2009
So i may not have spent the first day the way most people extpect theirs to be like.
I started it off at midnight on the 31st with my boyfriend Greg and his family.
We sat around a fire in their backyard and shared stories and jokes.
His father was so excited because he had racked up fireworks to set off.
When 12:00 am hit I got my FIRST new years kiss and i was around amazing people.

We went back to Gregs and of course had a few drinks with his best friend,who is also a friend of mine.

I then went to my mothers apartment because I felt I needed to spend time with her.
Greg was working till midnight anyways.
So i met up with her.
Then had nothing to do so I met up with a old friend of mine who i missed dearly.
ELIZABETH PAVEK,aka my bestie and my cookie whore.
We drove all around jacksonville so bored.
We found a dirt road and went mudding then we found a abandoned park and decided to
go play on the swings.I swear I felt like I went back about 9 years and became a kid again for a few minutes.

After wasteing time,We went to Papa Johns to surprise my boyfriend.
Went back to his apartment and he had two friends over.
Started drinking.Laughing.Playing rock band.And starting the new off with friends.

I couldnt of asked for anything more.
I spent the first day of the new year with family,friends,and my boyfriend.
People who mean the most to me.

Do you think this will influence the rest of your year?

To a extent I do.Im hoping the rest of the year is full of laughs love and family.
Happiness would be the best thing ^.^

Writer's Block: From A to Z

2009-01-05T18:51:19Z

Using one word for each letter of the alphabet, make a list of the words you most associate with yourself or that you feel best describe you.
A-anxious
B-bitcyu
C-creative
D-dweeb
E-excited
F-free
G-gloomy
H-honest
I-ignored
J-joke
K-klutz
L-loved
M-mature
N-naive
O-obvious
P-pratical
Q-quiet
R-random
S-stressed
T-tremendous
U-unusal

V-vivid

W-willing
X-~~xoxo~~
Y-young
Z~~-zero~~

So this wasnt too bad but the x & z took me by surprise.
Wasnt sure what to write but hey it works i guess.

Cant sleep >.

2009-01-05T06:31:25Z

I am currently laying down in the dark listening to Tegan and Sara.
Texting the boyfriend.
Just thinking,

So i think i'm just going to update everyone on my life.
Oh and if you don't really care just dont continue reading.

-My parents split in september.
-I moved to Callahan with my dad.
-And now live in Kingsland Georgia with my dad and his girlfriend Carol.
She may be "the other woman"
But in all honesty she is the mother i never had.
She respects me and takes time from her day to ask me how things are.
It's the little things that take me by surprise.
-I still have no money from my scholarship.Bullshit!
-So i sadly can only afford one class at the moment.
-sucks completely because i have such higher expectations
-My best friend is still amazing although she has made some bad decisions lately.
-Shes currently "almost" dating a friend of mine so that is fun as hell.
-I fell head over heels for my gorgeous boyfriend.
GREGORY SCOTT BRADLEY!
He has helped me so much and I dont think he realizes it.
My confidence has improved as well as my self esteem.
He is very open minded and speaks truthfully so i see different views nowadays.
Different perspectives.
I do think it is making me a better person.
Im truly happy with him.
He is my everything and i adore the hell out of him.
-My relationship with my mother has only gotten worse.
Sucks but thats life.
-gasp*
Greg just sent me a random text and it made my heart skip.
1:16 AM 01/05/09 "Im deeply deeply in love with you"

sorry.so back to my updates eh?
Ive lost a few friends here and there but i have gained a few amazing ones.

-Ive realized how much i miss high school.
-Of course not the work or the environment.
-or the drama.
-But the people.

-I keep regretting things recently and I know i need to just move on with my life and look forward to the future.
I just havent figured out how to do so yet.

So im finally getting tired.
I knwo this entry was completely non-important and kind of all over the place.
No main purpose except to fulfil my boredom.
I think Tegan and Sara for 4 hours is putting me to sleep.
Their lyrics are....so REAL!
"dark clouds are circling around,sunshine well i need ya i need your love.Dont you forget what i need,a little of inspiration."

For some reason that lyric stuck out to me.
Anywho im out for the night.
Thankies for reading my nonsense :)
ILY.

Backk!

2009-01-05T03:54:34Z

Okay so it has been a very long time since I have been on live journal.I cant even remember my old password hence this new profile.
I was talking to my boyfriend tonight about how much I miss writing.
He mentioned that I should start again.
I mean it is something that I want to get for a minor degree.
My college test scores were amazingly high and I want to take advantage of that.

So I am going to try to get on and write every day and every night.